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It takes a long time to be comfortable with yourself when you listen too much to others and want validation, acceptance and normativity. I'm not as straightforwardly heteronormative as I originally perceived myself to be, mostly cause I had the constant heteroromantic feelings that I feel for people (who I realize now seem to be few and I can count them on one hand) that it's confusing when people bombard me with expectations of children, family, a husband and all that. Things that I always inwardly cringe at but had a hard time expressing before for fear of people giving me the same "Why do you hate children?" talk or "No, you're just gay". And also the presence of aesthetic attraction that I confused with sexual attraction until someone actually explained the difference to me. I know what it's like to pretend to have the same leanings as other people, to wear a mask by having conversations in which I prove how much into the sex I am like everybody else. I'm good at overcompensating. Apparently any sexuality is more normal than not. I have a family member who's been very definitive about her aromantic asexuality since she was 3. Who's never changed more than two decades later. But I couldn't relate to that either. I had to be in a position where I felt sexually threatened from someone I liked romantically ( for three years twisting myself into pretzels out of my own comfort zone to comply with his wants that didn't coincide with mine which likely contributed to the severe body image issues I'm having until now) before I had to realize that our orientations just did not match. 

I am heteroromantic asexual(autochorissexual specifically) and I personally don't have a problem with it. There was a sense of relief upon unloading that expectation on myself as well as finally coming to an understanding of why I can't relate to most of my friends in day to day life. But I can feel that part of me who wants my family to be pleased with me beating myself up for that identity. My parents never accepted the asexuality of someone who had been that way for always, still convinced she would change her mind until now. I don't think I'll ever really be able to be accepted for it since I've come to the conclusion after years of pretending to be more. I still haven't told my parents outright and I'm petrified telling my peers who have shown capacity to be extremely bigoted to LGBTQQIAP.

I'm still fighting that disappointment in myself because I'm very good at self-hatred. It took me this long to understand myself, that complete acceptance is probably gonna take even longer. 

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Kapaychan
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For the whole Ben 10 franchise, my OTP is Benlie. Just in Omniverse, my OTP is my face x my palm. Best ship.

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“…people being completely at the mercy of The Nile.” - documentary

Older Sister: So they have to structure their lives around it.
Kapaychan: Kinda like some internet people I know.
Older Sister: :iconiseewhatyoudidthere: OH! BURN!
Kapaychan: :iconsnapplz: OH NO I DIDN’T~

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Disclaimer: Ben 10 original series, Alien Force, Ultimate Alien, Omniverse and all the respective characters within are property of Man of Action.

The Naruto manga and its characters are the property of Masashi Kishimoto.

The Dragon Ball Z characters are property of Akira Toriyama.

The Portal game and its characters are property of Valve

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HelloGirly Featured By Owner 13 hours ago
Hey, Kapaychan. I don't know if you've heard a lot about it, but what is your opinion on all the hype surrounding the announcement of the new Thor being female and the Falcon becoming Captain America?
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snakeknight Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Hey, Kapaychan!

I feel a little awkward bringing this up out of the blue, but I was wondering if you had any thoughts on the "How to Train Your Dragon" movies. I recently got into the fandom and, since I appreciate your opinions on cartoons and related pop culture subjects, I thought it would be fun to have a conversation about it, if you're interested of course. Either way, hope you're having a good day.
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Kapaychan Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey :iconsnakeknight:! :heart: It's all good, nice to have some catch up time while I have a few minutes in my day to actually look at stuff. I must admit that I have no feelings for How To Train Your Dragon. It's decent certainly, and relatively well written (as far as the first movie, I have no thoughts on the second because I didn't even see it. I wasn't particularly inclined to) but it doesn't connect with me as much as I hoped it would. I'm just ambivalent to it.  It's cool you're getting into it though! I hear good things from other people about it. :D
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snakeknight Featured By Owner 5 days ago
I was hoping we'd have more to talk about, but I appreciate you finding the time to respond to me nonetheless. Still, I'll openly admit the movie has its flaws (awkward pacing, lack of characterization for the supporting cast) so I don't blame you for not being ambivalent to it. As with the Ben 10 franchise, I think I like the films more for what they have the potential to be (an epic, young adult fantasy/adventure series) rather than what they really are, so I want it to do well. Again, just responding to thank you for taking time to respond.
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popaandreea Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014
you are a great artist and i hate ben 10 omniverse a lot! i wanna kill derrick j. wyatt. this guy has no talent.
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Kasumy-Chan Featured By Owner May 29, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You are sooo pretty and I love your art to no end, please never stop updating here! ♥
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Kapaychan Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconawwwplz: Thank you. Don't worry, I won't be gone. I'm just very busy at work and university that's been impossible for me to produce anything lately. I really appreciate your words! :heart:
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Cleverun Featured By Owner May 21, 2014  Student General Artist
Did you hear about Don't Hug Me, I'm Scared 2?
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Kapaychan Featured By Owner May 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yep, I've seen it already. :nod:
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Cleverun Featured By Owner May 22, 2014  Student General Artist
What'd you think of it?
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Kapaychan Featured By Owner May 22, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It was okay. My favourite will always be the first, the song is catchier and not overly complicated. Though too overtly targetted to adult fears a little too early into the video the second one was still pretty interesting. :)
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4eknight11 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi pal! Thanks for your present :hug: :heart:
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Kapaychan Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No worries! Hope you had a great birthday! :glomp:
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ROAR7 Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014  Professional General Artist
Hi. I know you wanted this link.

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Kapaychan Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you! :)
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